Procrastination

Oh procrastination... you are my friend and my enemy all at the same time. I love procrastinating. In college, this was by far one of my favorite things to do. I got so much done when I was procrastinating- I would clean my house (much to my roommates surprise), I would cook, I would read, I would call friends and catchup... there were just so many options. But the funny thing is while I was procrastinating doing something there was always something I was supposed to be doing. That is essentially the definition of procrastination.

Now is no different. I need to be finishing up my graduate school application. All I need to do is finish answering 2 or 4 questions for the application (instead of a statement of intent), make up an academic resume (whatever the hell that is), order my GRE score, and send in my Georgia State transcript. I have been meaning to do all of these things for 2 weeks almost... 2 weeks! Why am i procrastinating on this? This is something I want to do... I want to go to graduate school, out west, and start something new. Right? But when you look at my actions, it's hard to tell. And yet, here I am, blogging (which is my new favorite form of procrastination) instead of just finishing! Seriously... what in the hell is wrong with me? Why am I trying to sabotage this?